I'm nowhere near a perfect mother or person. I make plenty of mistakes. I had a child before I expected to. I yell, I cry, I get frustrated almost daily, I lose my patience almost daily as well, I struggle, and I regret some of my decisions- but one I'll never regret is having my little boy. He is my world. He has made me a much better person. As I watch other mothers and children, I can't help but think of how lucky I and Braxton are to have each other. I don't think I'm even a good mother, I think there are a lot of people out there who are better mothers or who would make better mothers than me. There are also people out there who are worse than I am and that saddens me so much!
How can you not hug and kiss your child? (I'll admit, I do it probably too often but I can't help it!!)
How can you expect your child (who's around 2/3) to be perfect? They're bound to make mistakes.
How can you just let someone else take care of your children and have the nerve to say to me "it's hard with 2 but I'm doing it on my own" when I know you're not.
It makes me so sad for those kids. It makes me hug and kiss Braxton a little more because I know how blessed I am. No, Braxton isn't perfect, he's a little hellion sometimes but I love him. He's a part of me and he's my and my husband's responsibility. There are some things in this world that I cannot fathom and that's one of them. I just want to ask how? why? I'll never understand it.
A child didn't ask to be brought into this world. That was on the parents and it's sad how many parents don't step up to the plate. There are couples out there who want nothing more than to have a baby and can't or have to work very hard at it. How many more times can I mention how sad it makes me? ;)
Children are mistreated everyday for years. Children die everyday. I love my son everyday and try to be the best for him. How can everyone else not do that?
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