I think we all had a great time and enjoyed our last day together. Afterwards, we all took a little nap though because we were exhausted!! But it was SO fun and I was SO sad to have to say good-bye to them. :( I hate saying good-bye and I wish that we could all live closer but I guess that's what happens when you grow up. I'm a very family oriented person so it's REALLY hard for me to not have my family with me all the time..especially after that was what I've been used to for the last 20 years. It's STILL hard for me to this day to not be near them. I know I have my own little family and I love them but I still like being able to go see my parents on the weekend and stuff.
We live (literally) 10 feet from Heath's mom so I can see her whenever I really want to but when I moved up here to be with Heath, I moved an hour and a half away from my parents. There are days when I'm fine with it and then there are other days when I just don't feel like it's fair. I understand that I'm a stay-at-home mom and he does work for us and everything but I still have the feelings. And every once and a while he talks about moving to Florida (where he grew up, he knows everything and everyone, where his stepmom lives, etc.) and how fair is THAT?! I gave up the idea of moving back Up North. I'm struggling. I generally will just shut down and that will be the end of the conversation. How many more times do I need to tell him that I don't want to move to FL? Ugh..and now as I'm ranting on here, I realize how stupid I must sound. Let me know if you have any suggestions for me. Thanks!!
love always
-k
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